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Honoring My Roots: The Complexity & Magick of Heritage
My BIRTHDAY EVE!! Today, on St. Patrick’s Day , I reflect on what it means to honor my Irish ancestry, an inheritance marked by both...
Mar 172 min read

Hope: The Silent Killer
I don’t have a neat, hopeful answer for this. I wrote this because I needed to say it because I’ve prayed, I’ve waited, I’ve believed,...
Mar 128 min read


Chapter 48 keep going …dear diary
I Almost Gave Up, But God Sent Me a Sign I was ready to walk away. From the prayers. From the waiting. From the belief that things would...
Mar 102 min read

Chapter 48 Cleared & Crowned …dear diary
Total Praise & Answered Prayers As I listen to Total Praise by Sunday Service Choir, I can’t help but reflect on my life. Tonight, I woke...
Feb 243 min read


Chapter 48 aligned with Paul …dear diary
Brittine “He was my calm” Denise “He is why I know that God loves me” “This is my boy like I don’t want to do life without him” I just...
Feb 134 min read

Chapter 48 full moon in leo …dear diary
I was moody but I didn’t know why… I felt sad but happy. It was weird. I worked listened to an audiobook. Exhausted I feel asleep… then I...
Feb 111 min read

Chapter 48 smarty pants …dear diary
Aspiring to be Inspired to Aspire My Instagram post: Today, I pondered the question If you’re the smartest person in the room, who do you...
Jan 245 min read


Chapter 48 Silence is Agreement so I’m talking misconceptions …dear diary
Heavenly Father, I’m struggling. I’m mourning. I know the deceased is with me. I am her. I am my mother’s joy. Our love never ends. It...
Dec 17, 202411 min read
Chapter 48 Am I called? Am I chosen …dear diary
What’s in your mirror? Today October 18, 2024 I’ve been on an emotional rollercoaster for years and just when I thought the ride was over...
Oct 23, 202413 min read

Chapter 48 A Spiritual Reader …dear diary
Today Wednesday, October 16, 2024 4:56am Spirit spoke to me and said - don’t give situations a label before the required time when we ask...
Oct 16, 20245 min read


Chapter 48 ...dear diary, I co-host a podcast
Today 9/6/2024 9:33pm I hope you read typos. I want to die I fee violated me, I think you maybe you (or someone close to you) are or were...
Sep 7, 202433 min read
Chapter 48 A Seer ...dear diary
a forbidden love believe in the future don't be blinded by love by what YOU see a person can do you have to learn to see what a person is...
Aug 24, 20249 min read
Chapter 48 The Setting ...dear diary
Today 7/13/2024 3:45pm I said 345678 the trend that is on TikTok then I start thinking about trends and thought maybe this is a blogging...
Jul 13, 20249 min read
Chapter 48 Animism ...dear diary
Today 7/9/2024 Understanding the path I am ready to reach new heights, but first I must stop looking down ...and backwards. We love to...
Jul 9, 202411 min read
Chapter 48 Self-Realization ...dear diary
Today 7/7/2024 Let me start off by saying I am not going to re-write this... and I am watching The Craft on Max. I don't know what self-...
Jul 7, 202411 min read
Chapter 48 Betrayal ...dear diary
Today June 28, 2024 I woke up this morning and could barely open my eyes... let me be clear this morning was 3am. I kept hearing the name...
Jun 30, 20247 min read
Chapter 48 Gliding ...dear diary
The wolf wears the sheep's clothing because it's afraid to look in the mirror it knows the mirror will offer one thing - reflection. When...
Jun 22, 202412 min read
Chapter 48 Brand Knew ...dear diary
Surviving Pain by Tikisha Banks she came back but she didn't stay she didn't need me anymore or maybe I didn't need her anymore we didn't...
Jun 16, 20247 min read
Chapter 48 The Divorce ...dear diary
Surviving Pain by Tikisha Banks The law of the Lord. If the Lord gives you everything you desire - what did you do to deserve it, what...
Jun 16, 20247 min read
Chapter 48 Trauma Bond ...dear diary
Surviving Pain by Tikisha Banks Today June 15, 2024 Groupie. Please. I heard it too I don't chase I attract. You attract what you are....
Jun 15, 20248 min read
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