Jealousy, a poem

you visit her but forget about me

how do you not see

the love I have for you inside of me

you talked to her but not to me

I was there for you where was she flee

I can’t get it out of my head you see

the sacrifice should be just for me

I just don’t understand why you can’t see what’s inside of me

the empathy sounding like jealousy

I scream Lord please have mercy

all she cares about is popularity

me not necessarily I care more about prosperity

to take of my family pregnancy

new birth is life really a curse

some days I expect the worse

others I reverse praying for answers

singing nothing even matters

but it does I can’t let go of what was

was any of it even real it all feels surreal

I try to conceal my hurt my pain

I’m going fucking insane

you visit her but forget about me